It was probably late june in 2013. I couldn't sleep so i grabbed the remote and started watching a movie. It was raining outside and all i could hear was the sound of the rain. I turned the TV off and started reading some books. In the moments of time i fell asleep.
Then i remember waking up to the sound of the storm. I looked outside of the window. There was lightning , and from it's bright light i saw a tree has fell down in the garden. My parents were asleep. I decided to spend a few minutes in lawn because i wanted to. I somehow managed to sneak outside the house.
I started moving forward in the rain. I was completely wet by now. It felt like something that i wanted to do. The sound of the rain, thunder and lightning over my head. I stopped at the distance from where i began to feel fear. Fear of darkness, not knowing what is in front of me. I stood still. Almost for a few minutes i didn't moved back or forth. It was like the darkness had me. Fear began to fill my heart exponentially and my hands and legs started to shiver uncontrollably. It was a nightmare. I lost it and started crying out loud but the storm was louder than me and i was inaudible. I struggled for a few minutes. By this time was sitting on the ground. I stopped crying and got up.
I looked towards the dark side and smiled. Perhaps there was no more fear. I ran towards the darkness until i couldn't run anymore. It was getting late so i started heading back towards my house. I was relieved like never before. I had learnt the important lessons of the life. First you've to get into the darkness to overcome the fear of darkness. Second we're alone in the struggle of life. No matter how much you suffer you'll have to get yourself up and comeback stronger. This world is not for the weak. This is a fight for survival. Only smart people get to live.
I entered my house took a hot bath and felt asleep. It was a horrible experience. I was disturbed for weeks. I learnt so many things that night. I wonder what are my ambitions now and then i just keep wondering. Maybe, there is a lot more than what i know right now.
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